i lose sum1 special

haix i think i'm really a failure. whenever there sum1 special come into my life i will lose it de n tt for sure. actually all tis thing happen too sudden n i also dun blame any1 for wat happen but wat i noe so far is all gd thing n i noe i lose sum1 special. no1 will stand up for mi if sum1 talk bad abt mi n tis is sth which impress mi deep dwn in my heart. nvm tis is all been plan by GOD n we mus accept wat happen next in future but i will still wait for the chance to come again n grab it n treassure like nobody business. i love u deeply. i hope when everything is ready u will tell mi n gif mi the chance again.